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So today I was looking through old pictures I didn't know I had

I forgot all about them and I almost cried.

it's funny how much a single person can change within the length of 2 years.

it's so sad.

but i don't know if it's good or bad.

am i better off??

should i have stayed who I was. I'm not exactly happy with the way I am.

I look back at me and I look a lot happier..healthier..and even prettier.

I don't like this feeling. It makes me regret doing things I've done which made me who I am now.

But I like who I am now..I just can't tell who I liked better. the "new" me..or the "old" me.

Everything about me is different

My face, my hair, my clothes. who i'm with in the pictures, even tiny things like my expressions [[for example; i don't smile as much as i did in previous pictures]] and i barely look at the camera anymore either. unless i'm with my friends.

it's almost scary.

i'm not liking this.

i'm stopping now.

goodbye